Realization

I waited too long to get to this moment
I reached inside your chest
To get what I wanted
Inside was nothing

I tried once again to grab at it
I reached inside your chest
And..nothing.
There was nothing to take,
Nothing to break
Nothing to build,
Nothing to destroy,
Nothing to turn cold
There was nothing inside your chest

I spent days in hiding
Waiting, planning, turning you into shapes
Idolizing moments when finally
You’d be my slave
Take what the devil desires
Then create you pit of fire.

You would love me and hate me in equals
Want me and despise me to your core
Your curse for eons
I would play you like a fucking marionette and you’d love it
dream of me between your tomorrows
But there was nothing

When I reached inside your chest…
And the blazing obsession I felt finally made sense.

You weren’t worth the hours.

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